Friday, November 20, 2009

Random Talk 27


Okay! My bestie asked me to accompany her to buy chicken at the local supermarket the other day, and I tell you this; it was disturbing.

So we went to the meat area and picked out some fresh chicken when this person (the butcher) was whistling and cat calling at us! I know I'm not one of those pretty girls around but I find it quiet rude. Insulting even! My bestie and I were practically covered from top to bottom and we even wear tudong! I mean, seriously! *ranting*That guys has no life at all! It was sexual harassment, don't you think?

And when we moved on to the vegetable area (which was near the meat area), his "friend" crocked his eyebrows and send some whatever mangy-manji sign to the butcher. Kind of like he was sending some signal that we were there! Like WTH!

I really want to smack that guy in the face! Can I? Like what's the point of them doing that? Sheer amusement? Bored? Your life sucks? I don't know! *shrugs* Did he ever think that we're not interested? Like, do you think that we're flattered to be called like that? To be treated like some cheap girls who wants attention? Well, you've got the wrong person then!

I wanted to asked them, "What if some guys do that to your mother? Or your sister? You must've been angry at that person, right?" The thing that disturbs me the most though, was the fact that there were some people present there. Some middle age man and other older women, but they do nothing to protect us. They just ignore and take it as a joke by the younger people! I've seen them laughing. It wasn't that funny!

There's no RESPECT
at all. They're just so RUDE!

If that happens to me again, I will complain to the manager.

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Friday, November 20, 2009

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Random Talk 26


Truth of life does hurt me when I can't lie no more about what happened in front of my eyes. My diaries piled with tasks that were already written for me.

I try to pretend that everything is so damn okay. But still the wallpaper of life couldn't hide the wound inside of me. I ran to the open wide space, screaming to the cloud's life, with the hope that I can erase all the burden that I have carried all along.

Every single step that I take knows where it leads, despite doubting only Allah knows everything and what’s in store for every single human He created. I'm done brooding. It's time for me to pick up the pieces where I left off and start anew.

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Thursday, November 12, 2009

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Happy Birthday To Me ♥


It's been a while since I last updated and now I am a year older than I was last year, and I would like to hope that I am a bit wiser as well (maybe not...).

Happy 20th Birthday to me~~

the picture is drawn for me by Paul aka Lea-chan!

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Meet Baby Lulu

video

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Random Talk 25

Humans are always chasing after something in their entire life, be it for the pleasure of satisfying their immense ego or the need for them to dwell withing the pool of glory. Working endlessly to reach the top of Target Tower like a worker ant does its proud colony.

The seven deadly sins lay its numerous rewards for willing taker; greed, lust, sloth, envy, wrath, gluttony and pride. Whichever taken swallowed its host, slowly and painfully, feeding on their endless demands of fame.

The light maidens and knights shone above all darkness, providing rays of hope to guide wandering lost souls. Some shone while the remaining lights fade away in dismay, for the shield of darkness was so great that it repulsed all but the darkness itself.

Gone were the days of light when the decaying morning star plague the soil of earth. Come are the days where glory are nothing but a mass of deadly disease. Will light ever shine among the thick blanket of black haze that surrounds humanity?

I found the pict over Google search.

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Saturday, October 17, 2009

Friday, October 9, 2009

Random Talk 24


There will be a point in life where everyone will start to doubt themselves. Think over what they did and try to make changes on things that they displease with.

But...

How many will actually be brave enough to admit their mistakes?

And...

How many could garner enough courage to mend the broken ways?

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Friday, October 09, 2009

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Random Talk 23


Where am I?

I am drowning in the sea of illusion.

What am I doing?

I don't know.

Why am I here?

Because I am lost, lost in my thoughts. Lost in my own visions, lost in my attempt to find the way I seek. I am still drowning, deeper and deeper into this mess I brought upon myself. I try to escape, but I couldn't.

Why?

Because I stumble within myself, doubting my conscious and judgment.

Then will I ever escape? Will I?

I don't know.

Maybe...perhaps...one day when I finally found all those that I am looking for, I will be able to free myself...I hope.

Soon, soon I will be able to flap my wings and fly into my dreams.

Gone, gone were those days when I was engulf with immense dissatisfaction.

Come, come the days where I will be rewarded for what I love.

Live, live my life the way I wish I could.

Posted by In My Realm of Fantasy at Wednesday, September 30, 2009